i live eternally fearful of the light,

because i might get lost in your sight.

i’m afraid of getting caught in the fight,

because my losses burn too bright.

It’s not that i’m wise or foolish that i sit,

i’ve been weighed down by the endless deceit.

The lies i tell myself to overcome defeat,

while i try and get back on my feet.

So i wait for the night, when the stars are out,

To dance free, breathe and show what i’m about.

For the God’s i scream and shout,

This is my night out!