i live eternally fearful of the light,
because i might get lost in your sight.
i’m afraid of getting caught in the fight,
because my losses burn too bright.
It’s not that i’m wise or foolish that i sit,
i’ve been weighed down by the endless deceit.
The lies i tell myself to overcome defeat,
while i try and get back on my feet.
So i wait for the night, when the stars are out,
To dance free, breathe and show what i’m about.
For the God’s i scream and shout,
This is my night out!